Noxiouspixie ♥

Oke, speaking of which, I am now mourning over. Well, let’s say pretty much everything. Don’t know why but somehow, everything suddenly came pouring down last night. You see, I got into a fight with my sis, ‘cat fight’ to be precise. It was just over some silly stuff but, hey, once you put your feet on it, you can’t let go of it pretty easily. Don’t you agree?

Still can’t get the image? Here’s one example. You went out shopping because you’ve saved out all of your monthly allowances for a month. You’ve saved enough money to spend it on this beautiful, gorgeous, stunning handbag (since it matches your outfit) that you just can’t get your eyes off it. All of a sudden, a cruella steps by & hooks the bag out of your sight in a split of a second. Poof! Gone, just like that. There are no more stocks left. What would you do next? Here’s what we women usually do…

“Oh, no you don’t…  This is war I tell you! Hands off missy!”

And there goes the story. You know what happens next. The usual. There’ll be a lot of shouting, yelling, and quarreling too. Not to mention pulling hairs & stuff. LOL Things women would do for a ‘thing’. Hm..

Sometimes I wonder, why the fuss over some silly lil things? It’s just an accessory, an item for God’s sake. It’s not like your grades are going to change because of that. Weird, yet sometimes people all around the world do the exact same thing. Even guys get’s upset if they don’t get what they want.

The thing is, I think the reason for me to mourn over is because I don’t like getting into a fight. Nor seeing people fight really. It kind of scares the hell out of me. You’ll never know what will happen next. That’s why. Sometimes, I even blame myself for it.

Did I start all of this? Was I the one to be blamed? Were they fighting because of me?

You see these kinds of questions pops out of me all the time. If something bad happens or something wrong happens, I’ll start blaming myself. I hate myself for this but what should I do? Others won’t take the blame for it. Who else will take the responsibilities?

*sigh